Maria is...

Maria is not 18 anymore!

Maria is thinking that one status on facebook is not enough for her complex character, and so if she had her chance she would have it as:

• Maria is fed up of swimming her way through to F House.
• Maria is feeling that sense of 'grit your teeth' when her computer went crazy and lost half the stuff she'd been typing up for the last hour.
• Maria is also feeling guilty for leaving her computer to sort out it's identity crisis for itself while she went to a jcr meeting. Only to have someone hust for an environmental position and comment on the damage done by everyone just leaving their computers on.
• Maria is thinking Christmas is a stressful time, with no presents bought, lots of essays due in and at least one thing to attend every night now until the end of term.
• Maria is thinking that after talking to Mis for just two minutes the other day he's managed to put her life back into perspective and it suddenly seems so much less stressful, complicated and lonely :-)
• Maria is looking forward to the awkwardness of tomorrow nights theology ball!
• Maria is excited that blogger seems to have returned to normal self and will *hopefully* post this post without a problem.
• Maria is scheming a crazy summer.
• Maria is loving listening to meatloaf again- it's just been too long!
• Maria is waiting for something to go wrong with her degree, as everything seems to be doing just fine at the moment. (she says with two essays still to write- but still well on top of them!)
• Maria is missing the part of her life that was performance. She is sat looking at her flute thinking, I used to be good, now I'm too scared to get it out for fear at how bad I've become. Watching the college panto last night has got her thinking maybe she should get in touch with the performance side of her life again.
• Maria is worried she wont sleep tonight having sat inside all day with the rain pouring down outside!
• Maria is going through phases of getting very excited and being very scared at the prospect of her international event next term!
• Maria is considering that whenever she's tried to write a status all week she's wanted to use the one tense 'maria is' doesn't allow for- the past tense, and thinks this says a lot about where's she's been living the last few weeks!
• Maria is pleased she can think of so many Maria is' ;-)
• Maria is procrastinating and must get back to her work now
• Maria is a muppet!
• Maria is thinking......!